Have a good moan right here !

^ That sucks

My sister is listening to the Backstreet Boys EWWWWW!!

Bleargh. I can't sleep, and the people I was talking to had to go to bed...

My goodness, compared to the rest of your guys' complaints, my post seems rather trivial... :'D

^ you think?!

I HATE MY FRIENDS!!! I just wanna

^ Aw.

I have classes tomorrow

I can't sleep again... -_-;

^ Poor Sissy


I'm worried and tired and annoyed -_-
My leg hurts, my stomach hurts -_-

^

I still hate everyone

^ Gee, thanks Cuzzy


My side hurts really bad

Today was not a good day.

This morning we found out that Ms. DeShields had cancer (and had had for months unbeknownst to anyone of us) and that she had died Saturday night. All the teachers were crying, as they didn't know either, and most of us were too shocked to cry. I won't cry though - honestly it would be selfish to, I only knew her from handing out candy and tell us to sign in, and there's little point in crying because she died, I'd rather be happy that she had lived.

As if to add a cherry on top Crystal acted like a bitch that she is. When Ari was walking up to the bus stop she was like, "Come on and hit me bitch!" Ari didn't and just brushed it under the rug, like whatever I don't need this type stuff. Then Crystal told Ari she acted like a stripper cause she had on a tank top - bitch, it's 90 degrees. She mugged us all day, like a little girl. Someone died and she's busy being catty because of something two weeks old. She and Tati got into a fight and Tati just told her to get out of her life. It was long overdue. Now Crystal skipped school for a week to be away from us and thinks it's cool to act like a douche. She better not tell me to hit her - I will.

And Kellie will not just fuck off about it. I really don't feel like talking about it, with anyone. I love her, but I don't talk about things. I deal and move the hell on.

^ Aww, Kayleigh. *tight hug*

Sounds like things just piled together. I''m sorry.

The only thing I can give any sort of words on is Kellie. She loves you and she's worried about you, and it probably hurts that you wont let her in. See if you guys can meet somewhere in the middle.


My new moan. My head HURTS

But there is no discussion to be had. What does she expect me to say? I don't see there's anything left to say - I would love to meet in the middle. I just don't see how.

And that is why every relationship I've had went up in flames.

Aww Kay You may think there's nothing left to say, but if Kellie doesnt know exactly what happened or know how you're really feeling, and all she knows is youre upset or angry, then to her theres a lot more to say.

She knows the same as you do. She knows that Ms. DeShields passed away, and Crystal is a cunt from hell.

*glomps Rynne*

See, that might be the problem. You guys care about each other, so therefore you should speak on another level. She should know more about whats going on than any random person or friend you talk to.

*glomos you back* It'll all be okay though

Thing is though... no matter how much I care about her, every other person that I cared about in this way has managed to screw me over. I'm really not fully recovered from the last one. I have no problem being open with a friend - but someone I love is completely different story.

Yeah, i know exactly how you feel. Like when it's a friend it's different because yeah you guys are close, but just as friends. But if its someone you love/tht loves you, it hurts a hell of a lot worse if it falls apart or goes wrong.
Does she know how you feel on this?

Not really. She was there when Darnell put me through hell... twice. But I tend to put on quite a good show about being over him completely and totally fine with seeing him everyday. He took a piece of me, cheesy as it sounds, he did.

But most of the time it doesn't matter. Since most of the time I don't feel like I need the space. I just need space to grieve and seethe just for a little while.

Aww, it may sound cheesey, but its sucks Sorry Twinkins.
You should tell her more of this, I'm sure she really wants to know... And who knows, maybe it'll feel better to confide in her?

Yeah, i know what you mean

*hugs Kay*
I hope things work out

*cries* It's the last day I'm 15!!! I almost cried this morning everyone told me how stupid I am!

^ o_O Aww, Cousin


Today has been such a fucking horrible day
My moms in a bad mood and she's taking it out on me and she is yelling at me for every fucking little thing.

Crystal finally announced she wanted to fight me.

Okay. To that I say; When and where?

^

I have an exam tomorrow

^ Then go get some sleep!

^ You're right.. I'm just going to wish happy birthday to Dania

Good, good. And hmm brilliant idea.