Have a good moan right here !

that sucks

I hate lying to her. I hate it so much, but I can't tell her, because then I'd have to tell her why. And it's not in me to do it.

^ *worried look*



Its logging me out

Don't worry about me. I'll be okay. Just not right now.

EDIT

THAT'S IT! I'm not okay! I gave writing... it's just not worth the frustration when I'm never happy with it. And someone just told me "you cannot be GOOD at anything when you are 14". Someone I care about and respect too.

^ Awww Kay!!!

That is NOT true. You CAN be good at anything you set your mind to.
Dont listen.

It was Amy, Rynne. That's what bothers me - she's my friend. Or supposed to be, maybe she didn't mean for it to come out like that, I don't know. But I'm too upset to reply right now. *sigh*

I'm reading some of my old poems. I found the ones about Darnell, and the one about Andy. I think they're actually better than what I right now...hmmmmrrrrrrrph.

I'm so never writing again. *grumbles*

I just saw that! And I took the liberty of replying, now I'm pissed at that.
Just take a little bit to calm down, and don't take what she said to heart, honestly.



You write best when you're emotional or something's happened- tis a fact.
And don't say that, your writting is good, I'm serious Kay! Don't let what she said affect your writitng

Sweetie, how good it is isn't what's bothering me. What's bothering me is that it isn't good ENOUGH. I don't think it's bad... but thing is I really, as sad as this is, I want everybody to love me. Dangerous goal. And honestly, the people who I wanted to give a shit about it, and give that constructive critism didn't do shit.

Aww Kayleigh :hugs x's a thousand.

I love you. And don't put yourself down like that, not everybody will love you, but that's ttheir own fault, not yours. You are who you are and if they cant take that, then they need to take a good look at who they are.
But you've got people who love you, and care about you, and you just need to focus on those people, not the asses that don't.

Maybe they didn't know you wanted the criticism on it?

That's why I know it's dangerous and stupid to want that, but I can't help it. That's who I am.

Don't worry though everyone wants something dangerous.

Lucky for me it's not herion, I guess. Just a ridiculous drive...

^
Well, you could always look at it that way



My moan:
MY ASS HURTS!

That was kinda funny.

But not that you're in pain.

Try sitting on a pillow?

*blushes*

It's true!

I know, I really should, but I'm far too lazy to get up and go in search of one. But damn this wooden chair does a number on my poor ass.

^

FallenHalos wrote:

^ Aww, why ?


Im so upset at my friend, she's so stupid!

I don't know why she's being really mean to me lately!

^ im sorry Dania


I dont know why im in such a crappy mood today. i blame the weather.

I'm over HER. Well, I will be as soon as this stops hurting. It's not in me to keep going this way, but we'll always be friends.

New scars for my heart. Great.

^ What's the matter twin?





my poor Holly got a cut on her knee

^ Aww poor Holly

I hate the weather!!

^ I know
she's better now though, thankfully.


My moan... i have a ton of cuts on my hand from i dont even know where

^

One of my friends is sick

^


My stomach hurts

^

I broke my nail

^
Aww, poor cuzzy.


My stomach STILL hurts, and I miss Holly